I try so hard to lose the weight that I gained since I started college. I've been controlling everything I eat, and yet I don't see a change at all. What am I doing wrong here? Everybody pressures me, but I cant even help myself. I use to be decent size and everything and now I gained 20 pounds since beginning college and then I gained even more after I got married. I have to admit that when I get lecture either by my husband or my parents, I secretly think of making myself throw up but then I always remember that its going to mess me up and thats why I don't do it.....
Monday, April 19, 2010
Fat, fat, fat....
Lately I've been very emotional. I cry over every little thing and I don't know why. This weekend was horrible. On Friday, I cried because my husband kept lecturing me about loosing weight and everything because he doesn't want me to end up looking like those fat ugly girls who just don't give a crap about how they look anymore. I'm just like ok, whatever, and that was the first time I've ever cried when he called me fat. He always told me that I'm big and fat but this time, it just got to me...and I don't know why. He didn't realize that I was crying because we were in the car but when we got out, he just hug me and told me he was sorry.
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don't take the pressure dear. just take it one day at a time. like instead of using the elevator somewhere, take the stairs. or park farther than usual when you go to the store or something. these little things can help you get more motivation to lose weight healthy. :D
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